I hit a point where eatting is so hard for me, Ive been eattng the same thing for over 8-9 months now, I hit a plateau and my weight is stuck at 200, I know I gotta change something...for sure I need to change up the compounds in my cycle. Any of you get to this point once in a while?

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People say to me its possible to be too big.....but for me I dont want a physique thats average something thats reachable, I want something thats unobtainable that looks like its so hard to get, yes women hate it, BUT I FUCKIN LOVE IT....SO FUCK IT!! why do I want this??? CAUSE NORMAL FUCKIN SUCKS!!!